Happy Mid-autumn Festival

Zhong Qiu Jie Kuai Le ......

How i wished to be with my family today, instead of getting stuck all alone in the shoebox-room and dated by my UNFCCC notes. Although my family did an advance celebration, yet nothing beats the actual day......I miss home and my family.

Looking back at my childhood memories, today is one of the most awaited for in the calendar. Those days, when I was still a young, round and jolly girl, Mid-autumn festival was best celebrated at Po Po's place. I could recall how i made my parents got me pretty lanterns that came in various shapes and sizes. My favourite will always be those that has shiny gold dust on the outer surface or perhaps even more extravagant, shapes that resembled ancient food-carrier of some sort, ala Chang Er, the legendary pretty lady in the moon. Well, the best thing of course was lighting up packets of colourful candles on empty biscuit or milo tins and then perhaps create some mini campfire to roast insects n peanuts or even better just bloody burn those cheap paper lanterns.....nothing beats the fun of playing with fire. How I wish to stay a child forever.

This year's celebration was rather unique in a pleasant way. Had a dinner of western dishes and then wrapped up by chinese oriental desserts( those delicious tang yuan...oh my)....and the verdict: absolutely AWESOME.....the best would be chomping and gobbling down of food prepared by all of us. I dare to say, we did fix an impressive dinner thou =) As for more merit points, we did all the cleaning too.....(I hate dat)

Apart from all these, somewhere in my heart, as usual, will never leave him out....for all the moments I lived and enjoyed since that day, the thought of him always follows by. Although we did not get to celebrate it for real, yet being able to see him via the webcam, hearing his voice, knowing that he was searching for the shy moon ( I tried looking too) and how much his heart yearn to be with me is sufficient to comfort of the heart. It did occur to me that I would simply be reckless, and go look for him..but i guess my logic mind overdominated the heart and hence, I'm here, still stuck within the 4 blocks of wall, accompanied by my faithful electronic devices that allow him and I to be connected. Praise Science and Technology .....

This year's celebration was indeed quirky, in a pleasant way.

My Little Country Romance

It was perhaps fate that brought us together. Never in my wildest imagination that a rowdy, rugged and rather loud country boy would ended up being my sweet darling. I've been praying each night to heaven, hoping that someday I will find a man that would dream of my dreams, a man who would thaw all the icy barriers that surround my heart and a man who will walk beside me, accompanying me along the road of life.....

And today, I'm truly thankful to heaven for answering my prayers. To give me this opportunity to love another man as much as I can love myself......

I was rather hesistant and skeptical about my impulsiveness in embarking on a new relationship just as soon as the last one ended.But these few days, staying with him clarified all uncertainties....The little seed of love bloomed even more now.






For the past few days of my holidays, I thought that I was living in a dream. From standing on the jetty in each others' embrace, under the clear night sky, speaking of our yesterdays and tomorrows to waking up in the morning mist on the serene hills,in each other's company....Days are filled with sunshine and beaches, fun companies and laughters and most of all, a lover who will give you his all....

In the eyes of others, all these are of no uniqueness, too common, too simple. Yet, in my eyes.....they are the little parcels of bliss that are priceless.For every second that was passing by, my heart actually live and it felt all the pure sincerity he has for me....For the very first time, I've found the arms and chest that i will call my sanctuary.

A couple of days has passed but the memory is still crystal clear. His warm touches never left my skin....his smile and soft gaze that I adore so much, constantly appear to sight of my mind.....My love, how I long to be by your side again, to see you fall asleep each night and to kiss you good morning each day....to see you smile at me...or even steal a few glances of me....how much i wish to be stuck fast to you like a siamese twin